The Unexpected Way I Met My Wife (life-changing moments rarely come as planned)

Naomi-and-Paul

Naomi-and-Paul

I met my wife at the worst, and best, possible time.

When I least expected or felt like I deserved it.

Yet that night, I learned that life-changing moments rarely fall within our plans.

I tell the whole juicy and awkward story in my new book All Groan Up: Searching For Self, Faith, and a Freaking Job! when Wilmore, Kentucky, a bet, and my first step up from rock bottom, ran me smack dab into the rest of my life.

Running out of the Dark and Into My Wife

My office was headed to Kentucky for a work conference and I was happy to just get out of town.

My life was crammed full of questions that I’d spent the last six months trying to answer with alcohol and girls. It was like I was trying to embody a country song.

However, just a week before, I had made a dramatic change in trajectory. I’d been on a not-so-epic fall for the bottom, and instead of slamming down on it, I landed on a ledge of grace.

I lay broken, but still breathing.

During the conference, I didn’t skip around full of mirth and merriment. I drudged around drenched in anxiety and guilt, wondering how I let my life get so off course. While others were making friends or venturing out to possibly meet someone special, I spent my nights researching monasteries to check into.

There was this amazingly beautiful woman at the conference named Naomi who at one point I had a crush on, but Naomi looked like Princess Jasmine and I was Aladdin without the magic genie or monkey of unusual aptitude. Even attempting to impress her felt like an act of ridiculousness worthy of a Disney movie.

A Can of Sardines

During the last night of the conference, a group of people set up a game of Sardines, where one person hides and everyone tries to find that person and hide with them until there is no one left searching.

I stumbled around halfheartedly playing the game when I turned the corner and ran smack into, “Oh crap…Princess Jasmine…”

And she started talking to me. And seemed strangely interested in what I was saying. As I describe in All Groan Up, “Why this girl Naomi was talking to me I literally had no idea. But when you think she’s “drop down to your knees and thank God for women” beautiful, you don’t ask questions. You just hold on.”

Naomi’s Strange Confession

After about an hour of walking around and talking, Naomi blurted out, “Paul, I have something to confess to you.”

I had about a hundred different things I could confess to her, but I wasn’t about to open my big mouth.

“Well, a couple of friends and I made a bet this weekend. And the bet was who could kiss someone first at the conference. And, well, I picked you. But the person I bet against just won, so the bet is over. So now I’m just telling you.”

I’m pretty sure there’s no decent response for a confession like that. Especially considering everything going on in my life at that moment. Luckily, my A game kicked in.

“Uhh…okay…” I responded.

Here I was trying desperately to right the ship, make sense of my life, and not kiss another random girl the first night.

Then here was Naomi, who, I’d later find out, was trying to do something rebellious for once in her life, breaking out of her comfort zone, and trying to kiss a random guy for the first time in her life.

And what would happen at 5:00 am that next morning after talking through the night, when I pulled quite possibly the craziest, most courageous, yet desperate thing I’d ever done before, would change both of our lives forever.

You’ll have to read the book to read that part of the story…:)

Life’s Beautiful, Unexpected, and Undeserved Gifts

If your life feels a thousand miles off path, maybe it’s because on this long, windy, detour you’re going to discover something you never knew existed.

If your life is going nothing as you planned, maybe there’s a better plan being written that you just don’t see yet.

Sometimes all you can get on paper is one line, and then the rest of the picture somehow appears before you.

Maybe something amazing is happening to you right now even though your days feel drenched in dreary.

As I write in All Groan Up: Searching for Self, Faith, and a Freaking Job!,

Life isn’t a math formula where if you punch in the same numbers, you get the same answer.

Life is a Shakespeare sonnet. It’s long. It’s complicated. People tell you it’s beautiful. And you’d probably agree with them if you could only understand a single word.”

The night I met Naomi, I felt like I also saw God in a way I never had before. During one of my lowest moments, he still blessed me. He still loved me. He wasn’t withholding, he was giving.

God’s love doesn’t need me to win any gold medals before he wraps my hurting body in a big, warm, towel.

At the point when I felt I least deserved something of worth, there it was. And that’s the definition of grace.

Gifts aren’t given because we paid for them.

No matter where you sit in your life right now — at the top of the mountain or in your parent’s basement, it’s not out of the reach of grace.

What do you think about this story? I’d love to hear from you within the comments on this article.

20 Comments

  1. SS7

    This story is so shocking to me because I have always thought that in order for the right person to come into your life everything has to be in order. I honestly don’t think I deserve love right now because my life in not in order at all. I want it and I’m putting in effort to accomplish my goals but I’m not there yet. And stuff is still going wrong. This story shows me that maybe in the crapitude that is my life right now, there is a small glimmer of hope for things to start turning around. Not necessarily in love but in general. Thank you so much for sharing Paul. This is really encouraging.

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    • Paul Angone - All Groan Up

      Thanks for this amazing message and encouragement in return. I know many of us can relate to your story and feelings. I think a big, freeing realization for me was that I’ll never have it all together or completely figured out. I’ll always be a work in progress so I can find solace in feeling like I’m still on the journey. And always will be.

      The people who have it all figured out are typically the ones in for the biggest surprise of them all.

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      • Niki

        Hi Paul,
        I am commenting it an year later, too late for the post..
        Your last sentence hit home.
        “The people who have it all figured out are typically the ones in for the biggest surprise of them all.”
        I am 25 y.o., I thought I had it all figured out, with a good job and an amazing partner. We were about to get married. Till the biggest setback of my life just hit me, with my fiance` leaving me after 7 long years (reason was his parents did not agree, wanted me to give up on job and not to work as they were filthy rich, but he left me as they did not like me, said I was independent and what not). The man I thought was “The One” left me out of blue, without even looking back. I left my career, my dreams and aspirations for a future with him, but lost everything in return.

        The wounds are still fresh, only been 1 month and nothing seems good as of now. I am kind of spiraling down into depression and anxiety, still having abundant love for the man who left me.
        I know I need to pick the pieces myself, but it feels too early, I am not ready to even go out with family, the thought that I would not get anyone as good as him is killing me.

        Thank you for this read, it gave me a little hope that things might become a little better, if not change drastically in future.
        Just when I thought I had everything, my everything got snatched away leaving burns for me. Nothing seems clear, life has itself come to a standstill, but your words motivate me to crawl, if not walk towards a new life.. I hope I can look back in years and smile when I recall my breakup..

      • Paul Angone - All Groan Up

        Thanks for reaching out Niki! It’s never too late 🙂

        I’m honored this article helped encourage you. Definitely sounds like it’s been an insane season for you and it’s amazing to see how you’re processing everything. Keep warring for hope!

  2. Veronica

    Wow!!!! beautiful…one of my favorite articles!!!!!

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  3. Caro

    Well, guess I’m buying the book. I want to hear the whole story!

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    • Paul Angone - All Groan Up

      Thanks Caro! 🙂 If you liked this story, I can’t wait to hear what you think of the book.

      Reply
  4. Katie Milton

    Great post! One of my favorite as well! Keep it up!

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  5. Jayson Schmidt

    Love the story, Paul! Also, this: “Gifts aren’t given because we paid for them.”

    Yes!

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  6. Bola Hanson

    Very good .I loved this part in the book too.

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  7. Milena Rangelov

    Very nice story. And powerful message. Prize comes when we forget about it.

    Reply
  8. Alex

    Hey Paul! This one was incredibly uplifting article! Thank you so much !

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  9. Eddie

    I’m reading this now and only to find out how ununiquely human I am. Somtimes, sh*t just happens and you step on it unknowingly. I am now a fan of your blog, and blessed by how God has turned you to be a blessing to others. Your gift of words are wrapped especially for you.
    Thanks!

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  10. adam

    Paul, I too spent several months wasting time and money on alcohol and with temporary flings. I’ve cried and prayed about this, wondering if he truly forgives me and if he will please give me a second chance and save me from this wreck I caused.

    This is probably the most reassuring and comforting thing I’ve ever read, next to the Bible.

    Thank you so much for sharing this, blessings to you and your lovely wife.

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    • Paul Angone - All Groan Up

      Thank you Adam for the encouragement in return. I’m very thankful that God is in the forgiveness and redemption business. If not, I’d be screwed 🙂

      Reply

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